Chapter 5

Ahlaaain w sahlaaain!
keifkum? 3asakum 6aibeen?:P
sam7ooni 3al 8u9oor bes I was really really busy!
I saw all your comments on my last post, to those who haven't read the comment, let me brief you:P "post!!" .. "next post??".. "hello??" where some of the comment. LOL! no one gave me feedback on the actual post, except one amazing, beautiful, kind, caring Melat who commented "7abaaait" I don't know you bes a7ibish and i'm sure everything I said about you is true =D lol
enjoooy the post!!












At my fathers side Eid gathering...

      What can I say? it's the same every eid, and the same conversations are repeated every eid, sometimes by the same person.

flana: ahlain kil 3am winti b5air 3asakum min el3aideen
me: yin3ad 3laina w 3laikum inshallah
flana: 3arafteeni
me: akeed
flana: min ana?
me: ....... (ugggghhhh why do you have to embarrass me!! LEAVE ME ALONE!)

      Anyways that same conversation happened a lot in the first hour I spent there, it's not my fault I have the largest family on earth -- Mashallah-- but how am I supposed to memories the family tree when its most confusing one I have ever seen.

      It gets better when my sister arrived, I was playing with my nephew who's just a few months old when he suddenly decided to puke on me, el7amdillah it wasn't a lot so I was cleaning it with a wipe.
I just felt someone staring at me, I lifted my head and looked to my left....




its him.




      he had to walk in at the wrong moment?!! we just shared eye contact for a few seconds... How can I describe Abdullah.. he's not tall, average height, good looking bes ma jameel ( I don't like it when guys are too pretty:P) he's white, has a nice la7ya, he has piercing eyes, the type of eyes that can see right through you, they're round and dark. I looked away, I probably turned into a tomato.

      I tried to avoid him as much as possible, I'd leave a room if he's in it, look the other way if he's close, at one point he was having a conversation with my sister and I was sitting near by but I couldn't shake hands with him or even just simply say "kil 3an w inta b5air" like I did with all my other cousins, it was weird, it's the first time I see him since we started talking and I don't know how to act normal around him so I just kept ignoring him and pretending that I didn't see him.

      I was sitting in one of the living rooms with my aunts and my mom...

Abdullah: esalam 3laikum 5alti Haya ( my mom)
me: ....

he was holding his wallet and his car keys in his hand, I just looked at him because everyone else in the room was doing the same thing.. no one would notice..

mama: ahlain Abdullah keif el 7al? kil 3am winta b5air
Abdullah: winti b5air, bes ba'3ait asalam 3laish, basafar ba3d kam youm
mama: ooh mashallah 6al3it el visa
Abdullah: aywa el7amdillah elyoum 6al3a
mama: miskeen a7med 7abeebi ma 3ayad ma3ana, yallah deeru balkum 3la ba3ath, ni97o ba3ath w shidu 7ailkum
Abdullah: inshallah 5alti, yallah ma3 esalama
mama: ma3 esalama


      As soon as he left my breathing went back to normal, cute jai ysalam 3la umi:P Mama was talking to his mom, saying "mashallah 3laih Abdullah A5LA8 w Adab, allah y7if'9o w y5aleelish eyah wajid mu7taram, el7amdillah ana ma 5aifa 3la Ahmad min el'3urba la2no 3indo 7ad min el ahel" I was so happy my mom approves of him, it assured me that I was not wrong with trusting him, he's a good guy.


      Later on that day at my grandmothers house -- we have lunch and spend the rest of the day with my mom's side-- I decided to log into Facebook and reply..

Shatha Al-x:
sorry about yesterday, I fell asleep
ma salamt 3laik elyoum! ma3araf aish feeni kint wajid misti7ya:S
fatak aish mama 8alit 3anak elyoum awain Abdullah walad wajid mu2adab w 6ayeb w a5la8o zaina, that's why she's not worried about Ahmed he's going to have good company:p ya7lailha mama, she doesn't know what Abdullah does behind her back, he talks to her daughter w ma na3raf aish nawi:P
elmuhim mabrook 7a9alt el visa elyoum.. I hope you arrive safely w 6amani awal ma too9al
take care!

I signed of and went to get ready for my outing with my cousins

Abdullah Al-x:
Loooool yes I saw you misti7ya ktheeeeeeer
bes mashallah 6al3a kash5a w 7ilwa elyoum.
wow i'm so happy your mom thinks that about me.... chub inzain ana niyitee 9afyaaa :P
my flight is at 3:00 am so I guess we'll have time to talk before I leave :P
5awafteeni ams when you didn't reply

I signed in again before I left and saw that he replied half an hour after I signed out

Shatha Al-x:
thanks you looked nice too.. laish ma labast mi9ar?:P
lol amza7 ma3ak i know your intentions are good:)
sorry about yesterday though... I fell asleep
I'm still at my grandmothers, I don't know when I'll get back

      I replied and signed out quickly, the outing was fine we went to a Italian restaurant. As soon as I got home I checked Facebook and saw a rely from my Abdullah, can I call him that? it not too soon right?:P

Abdullah Al-x:
ma labast mi9ar because kint m9aaaadiiii3
i'm not excited at all to leave.. bes yallah inshallah 5aaair
I guess we won't talk for a week till I get settled in... so take care of yourself.. w ba3dain if you need ANYTHING or ANYONE to talk to... I'm here for you... and you need to know that I won't EVER judge you. :p


Shatha Al-x:
salamtak inshallah el7een a7san:)
inshallah everything goes well.. you have to promise to take care of yourself too :P
and I promise that you'll be the first to know if I have any problems:P
a9lan once school starts I won't use Facebook as much! but I'll keep in touch... do the same thing
when are you going to the airport?


Abdullah Al-x:
laa a9lan after I saw you... nasait shai ismo headache
I will take care of myself only if you take care of yourself.
ysharifni ino you let me know about any problems no matter what.. i'll do my best to help. you better keep in touch.. ana ma 9ada8t ino I found you ba3ad t8a63eena?:P
I'm going to the airport at 4.. the flight is at 6

how cute can this person get!!! athoob?<3

Shatha Al-x:
a7sanlak ta5ith panadol, I won't be there every time you have a headache?
of course I'll stay in touch.. mareed a8a63a8 but I can't use Facebook all the time! if I do I'll use my focus and fail:P ba3dain ma b8dar aji englaaaand:P



Abdullah Al-x:
looooool tistahbili huuuh ;)! looool
yeah aham shay dirastish.. allah ywaf8ish
w shidi 7ailish... if your dad doesn't let you go on your own.. bindawarlish 5a6eeb:P (A)

Shatha Al-x:
hahaha a9lan ana ma afakar f elzawaj ellah lama akamil dirasti w atwa'9af


Abdullah Al-x:
ya salaaaaaaaam ya3ni mafrooth antither? la la sorry ana mantither :P
hahahaha jk jk!
allah ywaf8ish insjallah

Shatha Al-x:
I know your joking la t5af I won't attack you:P
allah yisma3 minak.. w inta ba3ad allah ywaf8ak inshallah!!
are you done packing?


Abdullah Al-x:
lol good lanni 7asait kitha bit8a7mi foo8i tshidi sha3ri w t9af3eeni :P
amen inshallah
yeah I am done

Shatha Al-x:
aish 8aloolak hyena harba min el zoo?:P


Abdullah Al-x:
kitha kanit el isha3at:P

Shatha Al-x:
mashllah mashallah... are you testing the "get on shatha's nerve" paln?:P


Abdullah Al-x:
hahhahaha maybe (A)

Shatha Al-x:
mmmm ok I hope this isn't the first time you fail... cause it's not working:p

Shatha Al-x:
elmuhim I'll sign out now.. la t5af I didn't die or anything:P
have a safe flight and take care


Abdullah Al-x:
alright.. lool take care w kil 3an w inti b5air
I will... and you too..
sorry I didn't notice your reply earlier.. hahahaha sa5eefa:p

its been 24 hours! why hasn't he replied yet:( akeed wa9al

Shatha Al-x:
6aminiiiii i'm worried:$

















ps. back then I didn't realise that this emotion ":)" is so fake.. iktashaft when I got a Blackberry and met the fake smile emotion.. haha