Chapter 4

      Abdullah and I, have been inseparable since that day, I'm constantly on Facebook. All of what has been going on is so new to me, I get butterflies in my stomach every time we talk, I don't think this feeling will be going away anytime soon.



Shatha Al-x:
you don't mind me asking a lot of questions right?:P cause I have one now:$

Abdullah Al-x:
loooooool no I don't mind.. I'm getting used to it

Shatha Al-x:
It's good that your getting used to it, cause it will never stop:P
okay.. so aish ily in3ajabt feh?
btw its the 20th Saroora's birthday

Abdullah Al-x:
looool
I don't know 9ara7a.. il5ajal.. your eyes... eyebrows and eyelashes :P :$
thanks for reminding me, I just texted her

waaaaaaaaaaay athoob ya3ni? <33 I think I'll faint

Shatha Al-x:
lol ana kint wajid misti7ya.. weird thing you notice
anytime
remember that day when I saw you at the mall? I wasn't sure if it was you that's why I didn't come up and say hi, but when I saw you with Ahmed t2akadt w tfashalt.. kint 5aifa tfakarni shaifa nafsy

Abdullah Al-x:
its okay I know you didn't recognise me and I would never think of you in that way.. la t5afi....

Shatha Al-x:
you better not:P

Abdullah Al-x:
wallah Shatha ana mit'thaaaaaayi8 bilmarra.. i'm not ready to leave and I don't want to leave. I wish I didn't make this decision so quickly to go and study abroad :( :(
and it might sound like I'm a little girl but I keep getting teary mareed aroo7 5alaa9 areeeeed ajlis :(

Shatha Al-x:
6ab3an you'll miss your family trust me its normal to feel that way when your about to do something big
I cried like a baby when Ahmed left I miss him so much already! and I don't know why guys think they become less of a man if they show emotion.. I like things to be real so I don't think you sound like a girl.. baini w bainak I saw Ahmed get teary at the airport but shhhhhh:P
but why don't you want to leave? I thought you wanted to go study abroad

Abdullah Al-x:
I'm sure you do miss him so much!
and he's not gonna be happy with you talking about him getting emotional.. what happens in the airport stays in the airport:P
I don't know wallah.. I just don't want to leave my family I'm going to miss them so much

Shatha Al-x:
Inzain laish 8arart troo7 bsir3a?
when are you leaving btw?

Abdullah Al-x:
lol ma3raf cause I want to finish quickly
i'm leaving on Monday or Tuesday inshallah

that's just around the corner.. eid is in two days, am I getting attached to him already?

Shatha Al-x:
wow first day of eid.. so soon
maybe I'll come visit Ahmed

Abdullah Al-x:
you shoooouuld :P!!

Shatha Al-x:
yeah well at least I'll see you first day of eid right?:$

why did I just send that! stupid Shatha..

Abdullah Al-x:
yuuup inshallah at the xxxxx house -.-
I hate it there btw
its soooooooooo boring

Shatha Al-x:
yeah I know I count the seconds that we stay there
so are you and Ahmed studying in the same city or just close by?
what are you studying btw?

Abdullah Al-x:
yeeeah I noticed you don't enjoy it either :P
noooope just close by.. 20 minutes by train
law inshallah

is it just me or am I asking too many questions and all he's doing is just answering them like its a quiz?

Shatha Al-x:
law is one of the things I'm thinking about majoring in
anyway... you look tired go sleep:P

Abdullah Al-x:
study law and come to England:p (A)
laa wallah i'm not tired ....8oooly tib'3i tiftaki mini:P

Shatha Al-x:
lol etha baba 5alani.. la wallah ma kitha bes 7asaitak malan mini :$

Abdullah Al-x:
LOOOL.. ufah wallah ufah.. bil3aks ma kint malan

Shatha Al-x:
lol.. ma3raf ma kint titkalam!

Abdullah Al-x:
I'm not very talkative but I like to listen 

Shatha Al-x:
okay then I'll guess I'll do all the talking.. I don't mind:P
ma3raf aish 9ayir feeni I go to bed f wa8t mit2a5ir and I wake up really early

Abdullah Al-x:
what time did you wake up?
keif tjahazti lil eid? salon henna mikjaj.. etc.

Shatha Al-x:
I woke up at 9 yesterday and at 10:30 this morning
lol i'm going to the salon tomorrow inshallah w ma bat7ana
ooh and I don't sleep with my makeup on:P
what about you? keif tjahazt lil eid? salon henna mikyaj?:P

Abdullah Al-x:
hahahahahaha!! NO NO it7annnnniii I like henna (A)
wow mashallah you sleep so little! and we were up all night talking..
hahhaha la wallah ma jahiz I didn't think I would have eid here.. lakin sha3ri sawait w mikyaj done wil7enna ma basawi because no time:p

Shatha Al-x:
really? I love LOVE LOVE henna.. but there's no time and everywhere is fully crowded
anywaaays I'm heading to bed now.. ti9ba7 3la 5air

Abdullah Al-x:
winti min ahla
sweet dreams Shatha

The next day was very busy.. day before eid so I haven't talked to Abdullah all day.
I checked Facebook and my inbox was empty...

Shatha Al-x:
ha la ykoon malait minni marra thanya:P
t7b el 3mr ma yiswa?

Abdullah Al-x:
il3mr la ri7t ma yiswa wallah ma yiswa
5ith 3umri 5ith roo7i 5ith gallby
amooot b il3mr ma yiswa:P
w la 7asha.. amil min nafsi wella amil mannish:p I just thought I'd give you space to let you finish your eid errands

Shatha Al-x:
lol imbayaan:p 7ta ana amoot feeha
ta3raf abadan ma 7assa ino bukra eid:S daiman a7ib el eid bes hal marra ma fathiya abadan!

I didn't know how to reply to the rest so I just didn't say anything

Abdullah Al-x:
laiiiish 3aaad? mafrthoooth tfir7i bitshoofini (A) hahah m9adi8 nafsi ana
but why?
Btw no one has your Facebook password right?

September 21 at 1:28 am Shatha Al-x:
lol bes far7ana shweya:$
ma3raf wallah my closest cousin Noora is not coming this eid and Ahmed is not here.. y8oolo el nas eli y'3airook w y2athook wajid huma ely t7ibhum akthar w mashallah 3la Ahmed w Noora ma m8a9reen.. w ana a8ool laish I miss him:P
my cousin had it but don't worry I changed it

I got sleepy so I laid on my bed... then I slept bil'3ala6


September 21 at 1:37 am Abdullah Al-x:loool 3ayaal I'll have to annoy you a lot in the few days
bes 7arram I know how you feel miskeeena.. 3adi next eid will be better inshallah

      I woke up early the next day, I've got a long day ahead of me and I have to get dresses. I went to see my parents w baraktilhum bil3eed w salamt 3la my other siblings. My dad and my brother were getting ready for Eid Prayers w mama jalsa tba5arhum (same cycle every eid:P). I left them to get my work done. First I touched up my hair, applied my makeup which I didn't want to overdo but I still wanted it to be noticeable an flattering.. after all I had someone special to impress this eid:p speaking of which.. OMG! I fell asleep, I didn't see his reply -.-

I checked my inbox very quickly while I wore my new abaya..


September 21 at 1:54 am Abdullah Al-x:
waaiin ru7ti :s :s

September 21 at 2:52 am Abdullah Al-x:
Anywaaay ana baroo7 anam so ttyl take care w 6amneeni
5awafteeni
I'll see you tomorrow inshallah
goodnight

7arraaam miskeeen!! he stayed up waiting for me and I stood him up!! uff I can't reply now I'm already late:(








hello my lovelies:*
I hope the post is not to short, I wanted to make it longer but I'm just so exhausted and I have to be up early tomorrow.. today actually.. whatever.. and I didn't want the post to stop here, I had planned for it to stop at a different scene but I decided I shouldn't write when I'm this sleepy, I don't want the end of this chapter to be dead, won't be fair to you guys:P anyways I hope you enjoyed it!

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